Sharing my load

Friday, Franny kicked the last of her virus--straight to me. Fortunately, I was only out of commission for about two days, when all was said and done. During that time, Franny and her daddy went on several adventures, leaving me at home to recoup. It was incredibly therapeutic to be at home and alone--it is a very different kind of feeling; I truly felt free of responsibility and I think I even breathed a little deeper. Even if Franny is sleeping, or if I am out alone, I don't experience that same feeling. These last two days, I think those periods really contributed to my ability to recover quickly. Although unquestionably, Franny brings tremendous joy to my life, being a full-time mom is very demanding--physically, mentally, and emotionally--at times, it can be overwhelming. But moments of complete solitude can create a peace that enables rejuvination of both mind and spirit. I frequently find myself saying, Franny is so lucky to have a father that... But today, I am saying that I am extremely lucky to have a husband who recognizes that need and gives it to me without my having to ask. I am very thankful.